Creative Decisions by Committee…
I was working in my studio this week and began thinking about the series I’m currently exploring, including common themes between individual paintings and new areas for exploration. It’s always a bit perilous, not unlike walking through a mine field where one wrong step could end up blowing your legs off. OK, It’s really not THAT bad, but it DOES make you second guess yourself and take a circuitous path through the creative process. And in the end, it gets me thinking about what, and why, I make the art that I do.
The ideas that surface are diverse, and it’s interesting to consider where they come from. I find my thoughts bouncing between considering the subject matter, emotional impact, personal messaging, technique, current trends, format and media types, and overt vs intuitive content. I ask myself random questions such as ‘why my color palette is so dark and muted’, ‘does it matter how big I’m working?’, and am I hurting my career to be focusing on photographs as much as I am, when painting is viewed as being much more substantial?’. This collection of divergent voices begins to resemble a large stakeholders meeting in a business settings where multiple factions lobby for their individual interests; “What about the revenue deficit?” “Are we focusing on our core audience”, “Are we being too myopic/global in our approach?” In the end, if there’s not a strong leader with vision, the group will always pull the ship off course.
The ideas raised by my “group” tend to align themselves around a series of “if / then” statements:
- IF self expression is central to art, then emotional impact and personal messaging are paramount concerns.
- IF it’s important to be noticed and recognized for what you do, THEN trends, techniques, and media formats will be more important.
- IF telling a story and delivering a message are important, THEN subject matter and an emphasis that’s more overt than intuitive will carry the day.
The problem of course is that most of us would identify with several of these statements, and they do tend to conflict with each other. When I was young I used to think that a great artist was someone who could deliver meaning on multiple levels, encompassing as many of these IF / THEN statements as possible. As I’m getting older, I’m starting to think that the recognized artists of our day are simply adept at ignoring entire areas of thought and aesthetic criticism, while focusing on a single thread.
I’m not sure everyone goes through this ‘creation by committee’ deluge, but I’ve come to accept it as part of my creative process. As the visionary leader, as well as the source of the divergent voices, I find I’m the self-imposed arbiter of myself.
To organize and facilitate this process I try to keep stacks of a few dozen smaller canvases at the ready to serve as sketchbooks, allowing me to quickly paint a phrase, image, or symbol that I can reconsider at a later time. The canvases range in size from 4″ x 4″ t0 8″ x 10″ and are an easy way to document fleeting ideas, as well as to keep me focused on core concepts and objectives.
I have a shelf that’s currently littered with paints sketched from drawings, small objects that have caught my eye, and words, such as “humble” and “cry”. Two days ago I sat down and painted the phrase:
What does it mean
to be true to yourself ?
…and I can’t stop thinking about it. This phrase resonates on so many levels that it’s almost unsettling. It’s helping me to focus on the core issues in my work, while deemphasizing or excluding the areas that are less important. (which assumes that focusing on core issues is important). I’m not going to elaborate on what the phrase might mean, as that would be different for everyone, but I will say that it’s given me a very clear focus this week.

Initial thoughts on the art of erasure…
I was thumbing through an art magazine when i stumbled upon a profile of a European artist who created sidewalk art by sprinkling powdered sugar through a stencil pattern, creating delicate lace patterns across the paving stones in public squares. I’ve been trying in vain to research her name and info because it’s obviously something that has stuck with me since i saw it. (If anyone knows who this is, please leave a comment).
Anyway, she said that the most interesting part of her work was to watch as people walked across the sugar pattern, eroding and smudging it over time. The work contained elements of chance interaction, impermanence, and performance.
Then last week i saw a piece on Scott Wade, the guy who does illustrations in the dusty back windows of cars. He painstakingly works out the illustration, making marks and using fan brushes to create a surprising range of tones. Again he mentions the same satisfaction in watching a Texas rain shower erode his masterworks into oblivion. Seriously, check out these drawings…they’re a hoot.

Erased De Kooning by Robert Rauschenberg
The things that stand outs about these and other artists is that their work has the sense of impermanence caused by the act of erasure. Some may think of Rauschenberg’s Erased De Kooning as a famous example of this category, but i think it’s somewhat different, in that Bob’s work still exists and is proudly displayed at the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art. Bob had a revolutionary idea and left us a “souvenir of the occasion”, (as Harold Rosenberg would call it), to mark the time and place. Bob is regretfully gone, but his work is a remembrance.
There is a certain honesty and even transparency that comes though when impermanent art is created. It’s kind of like the way you dance when no one’s watching…or the loose freedom you feel when you draw with one of those Zen water easels. This aesthetic freedom and honesty creates a direct connection with the audiences, and allows the artist to present himself with a refreshing degree of transparency.
Think about what it means to erase something…what is the process? What dynamics are created and what kind of statement are you making? I’ll elaborate in a few days, I just wanted to get people thinkin’.
and Heeere Wee GO!
I’m a bit befuddled as to why it’s taken me so long to start this. I mean, there are so many ideas to explore, although you’ll find my threads leaning towards art, design, and religion, with a healthy does of digital media, social networking, and marketing strategy thrown in for good measure.
Give me a few days to get the hang of the tools and what they can do…don’t wander too far.
-Danl

